I hate that I constantly feel like I have a long list of things to do.
Whether it's work related, chores, or commitments,
I always feel that I'm ruining the present moment by going over things I should or could be doing.
I'm trying to stop and relish in what is currently happening.
Because, really, the to-do list will always be there.
And, while most of Maja's nursing sessions are on the move, I find the easiest and most enjoyable time to sit and take a moment, and a breath are when she curls up next to me to nurse.
It's still so lovely.