yesterday was an off day for me.

i was pretty down on myself about a range of things, and just couldn't snap out of it.

this doesn't happen often for me, and when it used to i would retreat to my bedroom and
"sleep it off".

ahh, the luxuries of single-hood. ;)

it didn't have anything to do with maja.

mostly work-stuff worrying, which isn't something i can control, but i let it build up.

as soon as ivo got home from work i told him how i was feeling and immediately took over.

he cooked an amazing dinner and played with M while i got in a little me-time.

which i spent laying on our bed, in the dark, listening to music.

funny thing is, after ten minutes of hearing them play, i wanted to be with them.

sometimes you just need the ability to get away,

to realize that's not really want you want or need.

but, it's nice to have the option.

we also discovered that i ran out of my "crazy pills" aka: sepia, two weeks ago.

which could explain the sudden downswing of emotions.

big props to the single moms who don't get the ability to escape every now and then...

who don't have a partner to lean on, and take over when you need them to.

xo